“Alone” | #EatADick

By Andersen Richards

January 16th, 2016

I don’t know what I’m supposed to feel bad about. I don’t know how to be true to my heart and true to myself.

What do they say, “fake ’til you make it”? I went out last night because I can’t stand to be alone in the car every night. It’s nice just to be somewhere the lights are on. It’s nice to be around people who don’t know me.

I went home with someone. I shouldn’t feel bad about it. I shouldn’t feel anything. I’m sure she doesn’t.

And I know she doesn’t.

But how do you just stop feeling… what’s inside you? And why does being with other people just feel like a different way to be alone?

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